Hmmmm well, I guess I should write on this again since I know at least one person reads it now (Deanna!!!!!)

I just got out of Health----at 8 in the morning...STUPID!!!

Anyways---college is okay, I guess. Let me tell you, ACU is looking so much better after my month and a half here. I dont like it at all. I dont like the atmosphere where teachers can do or say ANYTHING they want. And they dont seem to repect those of us who choose to have a relatinship with God. I cant wait to get to a school where most (if not all) of my professors are strong in faith, or at least respect their students. Im going full steam ahead with my transfer for next year. Looking into it financially---that is my Dads worse fear is that he wont be able to afford it and Ill have to end up at College Station because of our money situation. But we'll see.....

I dont like the feeling I get when I'm here. I feel like Im falling away from God when Im here. Ive made it a point to go home as much as possible. This month im going home every weekend except the 22nd. I like being able to go home and go to church at MY church. When Im here I dont even go to church because I didnt get to bring my car the first year. So I like going home.

Aggies for Christ is okay I suppose. It throws my worship off when I go in there and see a flute, three guitars, and a bongo...its really weird. But especially for those weeks when I dont get to go home---that is all I can get and so I go.

People are moving and my heart is breaking. Karla is leaving in the next two months. Pretty much when their house here sells----she'll be gone. Definitely NOT looking forward to that. My strong female Christian example that Ivee had since i was eight is leaving and I dont like it. I think this may be God saying that Im ready to be on my own and therefore, He is stripping me of the relationships that I put too much into. The realationships that take away from Him. Ive always been one for the physical so I think that I put more into the people I can see and get emotional support from more than I put into my relationship with God. So I think this is God saying, "HELLO WAKE UP!" And Karla being ready for this move and excited about it will hopefully make it easier once she is gone because I wont be worried about her meeting people or anything like I was when my best friends family moved.

Anyways---I need to get ready for English class----the worst teacher EVER...we talk about things in that class that I don even talk to with my own mother...GEEZ!

Well, Deanna, I guess Ill need to update more!!!