Okay, well I had an excellent experience today. You may not think it was excellent, but I did, so I will write about it

Before I start this story, here is a little advice. Dont work out when you are really like JUST getting over a cold. Like I just got over it this afternoon and I worked out tonight after history.

Well, Sarah and I decided that we are going to work out at least three times a week from now on. She has gained weight, and I decided that I want to keep off the weight I have lost. So we came to a decision and we will stick with it..


So anyways, here is what I was thinking about. I was doing my 15 min on the tredmill (as of right now I do 15 running, 15 elliptical, and 15 bike). And me being an idiot decided to run first. Yeah, well.....have you ever noticed how easy it is to stop running? After 5 minutes I was like, "Well, its only my first day..." after ten, "Im probably shocking my body....I should stop"

Is it just me, or do others of you feel like that in life? I mean, so many times in the past year I have wanted to give up. I wanted to turn around and say, "Its too much I should just give up" Well, then I finally realized, that if I give it up to God, it gets better. Moves cant make me turn away now. pain doesnt make me hide, and sure as heck insecurity isnt going to make me doubt my Lord ever again. I didnt like that feeling then and I sure wont let myself feel it again.


Well, those were the deep thoughts I was thinking about when I was running looking at myself in the mirror for 15 minutes tonight.


Im going to Portland in 38 DAYS!!!!!!!

So well, Im really really going to try to update this regularly. Since Deana says she checks it. I figure I should do you a favor back by actually making it worth your wild to look at it. HAHA...

I think I am getting sick. Probably the cold or flu. Not quite sure which one yet. But my throat chest and head hurt and my noses is runny. Oh well. Not something that I wont get over.

Im going to Portland on Spring Break and pretty much, nothing can keep me down for long because I will have that to look forward to. I only havev 40 days left. Emily---ill be there from the night of the 11th til the afternoon of the 14th. Um so excited. I cannot at all explain how excited I am to go to Portland.

I get to see Karla. WOW by the time of Spring Break it will have been almost 5 months since I have seen her. Which is weird for me who use to see her sooooo often. But Im really really excited. Ive never been to the general area of Oregan. I think the closest I have been is Malibu California. So that is exciting too. Ill be there on Sunday to go to this PUMP church I have heard so much about from Emily and Karla and I cannot wait. They say such great things about it!!!

Well, right now that is about it. Going home this weekend for the Superbowl. Decided to get away from the bad drunk Superbowl parties and go back home to the church one. Ill spend a lot more time with my best friend this weekend. She was running around like a chicken with her head cut off this past weekend at Girls Reflecting Glory. Shes a great kid. I love her...


Well, I guess that is all for now. Im gunna try to get some rest so I can start feeling better!

So lets just start off with the fact that I saw Deanna this weekend. That is a good thing. It had been a while so that was fun! I went to GRG Friday night because my parents went to the Rockets game and I didnt want to stay home by myself being bored. Plus, my best friend was running around like a chicken with her head cut off----so yeah, I was there for support.


Well, IM GOING TO PORTLAND FOR SPRING BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My parents finally told me today that I could go and Im super excited. I wont be there ALL Spring Break. Ill get there Saturday and leave Tuesday afternoon. That is our plan for now. When Karla calls me back tomorrow I will know for sure. Really excited because I will get to fly, spend 4 days with Karla, and see Emily Wallace. Its pretty much going to be the best Spring Break ever. When I get home, my best friends family will be here from Kansas. Okay, well thats all for now....talk to you guys later!

So I havent really been posting on this over the break. Its easy at school to do it a lot, but not so much when Im at home with all my friends and stuff.

So Ive been working and hanging out with friends over the break. Nothing has changed---- I still miss Karla more than ever and it will take time. I go back to school Monday and classes start Tuesday. Hopefully they will serve as a distraction.

That is all for now. Sorry this is so boring. ill try back at school to be better